To Who It May Concern : Eamon "Fuck It"

See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel

[chorus:]
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

[verse 2:]
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah

Ya questioned, did i care
You could ask anyone, i even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but i truly mean im sad
It hurt real bad, i cant sweat that, cuz i loved a hoe

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
[Until the e

Birthday Celebration

Tonight was a very good evening spent...with a dear friend cum ex colleague. Today is Emily's birthday.

Wasn't planning to spent a long night outside but hey, what can I say...it's my friend's birthday!!! Was only planning to have dinner with Emily and friends but ended up going for a few drinks and ended up at another friend's place.

Cool evening and was indeed very nice to celebrate a birthday for a close friend.

Am at another colleague's place and how I envy that they have their own place; a few close friends staying together, taking care of each other...so touching hor.

Using my colleague's super big flat computer screen. Definitely very cool to play games...so jealous!

Hitting the sack now as I need to wake up early to get ready for another meaningful gathering...the Front Office outing! We are having a chalet; a good get-together after a long, tired and stressful year!

Unplanned OFF Day

Went to work today and was looking at my schdule and realised I might not have a day off next week as we will be super busy. So I decided to take off today and head home. Anyway, wasn't in the mood to work.

Went to Marina Square with a colleague for a while cos he wanted to get a Blackberry. The shop we went was closed, even at 12pm!!! What time these people start work???

Then decided to head to another branch but didn't know where, thus called my colleague from the Concierge; that's one good thing about working in a hotel, your colleague at Concierge will know most of the answers. Before we head to the next branch, I decided to call and check. Thank GOD I called cos they told us things that was not shown on the papers, we decided to go home.

Reached home, played games (as usual) and my other friend came over to borrow some DVDs.

Classy Food & Comfortable Place

Went to a "high-class" dinner at Shangri-La Hotel last night; our hotel won one of the award and I was asked to join the dinner last minute. Borrowed a suit from hotel. Dinner was good, in fact very nice. 4 courses and had lots of wine...free mah, so drink all I can but was still trying to "act" class. Eat and drink demurely; aiyo very tiring to pretend someone I'm not!

After that went for supper with Edz and we both had a nice chat at one of his hangout place. Nice and cheap food. Definitely worlds apart from Shangri-La Hotel but was so much comfortable. Will definitely go there again if got the chance.

Got home at about 5am, had a quick shower as I was very very shack. Hit the sack and slept till 5pm today. Woke up and had a lazy day; just played games and did this blog. Heading to dream land again soon.

Bangkok Love Story

This a clip cum MTV of the latest movie in Thailand called "Bangkok Love Story".
Yet to see the movie but just love the song. You guessed it...it's a GAY love story!

The BITCH is back!!!

Dear All Fellow Bloggers!!!

Guess WHAT??? The BITCH is back!!! Hahahaha......



Sorry all, haven't been blogging for the longest time. Going some "crisis" in my life past few weeks. Don't worry, the BITCH is fine now (I hope). Was getting myself back to my feet; "losing" my best friend together with some "emo" moments together with some other personal problems... not a happy time and it's definitely ain't easy.

But the old saying always works; TIME will be the cure! And TIME really did cure and hope it's not temporary.

Haven't been to much things these few weeks.

Just a quick "re-cap' of what I have been up to...
Besides work, do home, play games... gone to PS Cafe at Dempsey Rd, with Liah, Norain and Sue, on 1st Oct to celebrate my best friend's birthday cum his new journey in life. Glad to see he's happy.
People!!! If you haven't been to Dempsey Rd, PLSSSSSSSSS go!!! It's really a cool place to chill but if you're looking for good food then that may not be the nicest place. I just loooooove the environment. And if you drive will be a bonus; walking in there may not be a good idea.

Am soooooooooooooo looking forward to next month (exactly 30 days time!!!) cos I'm going "HOME" again!!! This time with my new found travelling-kaki... Edz

p/s : Missed the time travelling with my old kakis (Mat & Carol) but recently the 3 of us have been busy at the different time thus travelling together seemed almost impossible now. BUT we have already plan for January's trip; the same old gang! YIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!

Missing

Totally not looking forward to end of this month; it's the last day of work for my best friend...he's leaving for greener pastures. Yes another of my colleague leaving the organisation.

Sad?... Extremely! One less kaki to gossip and share my sorrow with.
Happy?... Of cos! It's a very good opportunity for him and I'm happy for him.

However...
Can't help but to think of ALL the good people and staffs who had left us.
Can't help but to think of the fun times we had.
Can't help but to regret for not treasuring the time we all had.
Can't help but to miss the time we all spent together.
Can't help but to......miss all of them.

That's part of life, isn't it? Only realised what's important when you have lost it.
That's part of life, isn't it? Looking back of your life and hoping to change certain part of it.
Well, that's part of life...

p/s : TG, Helmi, Nick & Norain...there's only the 5 of us left. DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE ME BEHIND HERE......ok?

Tribute to Kaer Azami

Managed to "steal" these pics of the singer of one of my favourite song......
"Izinku Pergi"

I think he's very cute!!! Don't you think??? ;-P













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Last Midnight but......

It's my last night and was soooooo looking forward to my 3 off days but just recieved a call my counterpart saying she's not feelng well and she will be seeing a doctor...in short she's not coming to work tomorrow morning, and that means I have to stretch my shift and that also means my 3 off days is somehow cut short!!! *sob*sob*sob*

This is one of the things that make me think WHY I'm still working here??? I totally understand that someone can fall sick and not suitable for work but when it happens and somehow affecting your life, it just pisses me off! I used to be able to stretch for many hours cause I have nothing else better to do after work BUT NOT when I'm off for the next 3 days!!!

On top of that, my best friend is leaving for greener pastures; he's leaving for good. I'm going to lose a very good friend at work who shared my sorrows and happy times and of cos the juicy gossips. I'm sad but at the same time happy for him...it was a good opportunity for him. Sad...and more sad!!!
Good luck girlfriend!!!

Sleeeeeeeeeeeepy Nitezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I had never been sooooooooooooo sleepy during my night shifts before. Fell alseep while doing the audits. What happened???

I wasn't able to sleep during the day; slept at 2pm since my day 1 of my night shift and wake up like 6pm. Normally when I'm doing morning shifts, I'll sleep for about 3hrs or 4hrs and was never this tired...is it the age thingy???

Worse still, I need to fast for at least 8hrs tonight cos I need to go for my FFI (Geez I can't even remember what "FFI" stands for). Anyway, FFI is a medical check-up any BOY (before going for National Service) or any MAN (before finishing National Service or after turning 35yrs old) have to go through. Heard they will check EVERYTHING about you; from blood to pee to poo...I know eeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwhhhhhhh!!

I usually need to munch on something whenever I'm sleepy. Tonight, I'm very sleepy but yet I can't munch. SAD!!!

Torn No More

I totally forgot that one of my travelling "kaki" is going to Bangkok this coming Thursday...1 day before my long weekend off where I was totally in dilema on whether should I go for a short trip or not, remember?

Well her reminder-call came too late as I had already made up my mind on "where" to go... I decided to stay in this miserable small island of Singapore and just log onto my "Battlenet" and battle the Orcs, Nightelves and Humans race the whole 3 days!!!

If anyone reading this blog is not a fan of games you probably didn't know what was that about. For those who are a freak for games, you know what I mean.

That means my next trip to Thailand will be in Nov (*sigh* 2 long months away)...if nothing goes wrong. During my last trip to Thailand in July, I didn't make it to the 4 Face Buddha to pray but hope the Buddha will still shine his good-luck rays on me so my leave will be approved...keeping my fingers crossed... XXXXX XXXXX

Torn Apart

Hey all, it's been a while since I did my last blog on 13/08/07. GOSH it's been 2 weeks! How times flies!!!

Anyway, you guessed it right...I'm on my night shift again. 1st night to be exact.

I'm on my off this coming Friday for 3 days. I'm torn between to either go for a short trip in KL or just stay home and log onto "Battlenet" on my lappy or check into Rasa Sentosa and enjoy the Sun, Sand, Sea and half naked men or go to Bangkok with the boys from the soccer team...

Going KL is my 1st choice but have to travel up alone and probably spent 3/4 of the day alone (my friend already have plans during the day and he will be going 1 day earlier than me, we only meet at night for parties)...quite boring.

Staying home and play my favourite on-line game is not a bad idea too but...3 days??? A bit too much.

Checking in into Rasa Sentosa...just want to feelin feeling that I'm out of town and in a resort place...hmmmmmmmmm maybe can pick up some cute guys???

Going to Bangkok should be my 1st choice and normally I don't even have to think so hard...but to bunk in with the boys??? Don't think so! I need to eat "Tom-Yam" without having the fear that someone is watching!!! Hahahaha

So I'm totally torn between these choices...*sigh*

Sweet Championship!

After my night shift, didn't sleep at all and left for Inter-SHA Athletics meet. It's the finals and I must say, I was a little nervous. Nervous cos my hotel's assigned sitting area was just in front of the finishing line. Kept telling myself not to trip and fall no matter what (very un-glamourous) and must definitely finish the run with a VOGUE-attitude face...even if I came in last.

Then my turn to run...my 100m Men Masters (ie:Masters means I no longer can join the young people, I HAVE to compete with people my AGE; 35 and above...sob sob sob). Got down to my knees, ass up and then the gun shot went off. I ran and ran and ran. From the moment I started running, suddenly, I just couldn't hear any cheerings or screamings from the supporters from all hotels. I was so concentrating on the running that I had forgotten to look VOGUE and the thought of me tripping and falling on my face did not even cross my mind. I just wanted to catch up with the 1st runner who was split-second ahead of me.

I came in 2nd!!! I was not disappointed at all cos I didn't even think I could be in top 3 at all. I was so happy!!! The forever-high-spirited Conrad POM POM supported were cheering away! They were just so fantastic! They were cheering from all the way the start of the competition till the end of award presentation. 3 cheers for them!!!
After the race, one of my colleague told me my face look like SHIT! He described how I looked and from that, I pictured my eyes, nose and mouth were "sqaushed" together. Now imagine THAT! Gosh!!!!!! That's really really really UGLY!!!

By noon, the ZzzzzMonster had set in. I was like fighting for my life to keep my eyes open but everything around were just too exciting to miss. Trying to keep myself awake by eating bananas. In fact, I don't think I had so many bananas in my life before...had about 6 or 7. I will surely have no problem going to the toilet tomorrow.

My colleagues caught me cheering for a VERY CUTE opponent of ours, I shall not say his name eventho I managed to find out which department he works as well... not bad huh?. But shall never foget his number, "285"! What can I say??? 1st it's what I call "sportsmenship", 2nd he's just SOOOOOOOO cute!!! Even a few of my female colleagues thinks he's cute. *sigh* maybe should try top get him to join our hotel...hmmmmmm. Oh, he even took off his singlet, showing off his tattoo and firm *** and standing right in front of me. AIYO!!! Can die!!! *winks*

Then came the award presentation. They were giving out awards. The number of times our very close opponent's name mentioned were countless and they usually came in 1st. THAT had indeed dampened our spirits. It was clear to us who had won this year's SHA Athletics......or we thought. Some of our supporters (like my boss) had actually left before the announcement of the overall championship. I didn't blame them cos I, myself, was lying down falling asleep cos I thought there was nothing exciting anymore cos the winner will not be us.

Then the announcement. I think our very strong opponent were very confident they had won, we did as well. Their entire team (athletics and supporters were all crowding around the grand stand). 1st they announced the 3rd placing. We knew it could not be us...and true enough, it wasn't. Then they announced : "the 1st runner-up is......", we didn't hear our hotel's name, it was our opponent's name!!!!!! We started jumping, screaming, cheering (aiya...and all the happy things that you will do when you are happy). We had WON!!!!!!

The fatigue and whatever-Monster had disappeared! I joined in the jumping and screaming. We were thrilled and overwhelmed. I sweared I almost cried...hahahaha.
The feeling was GREAT! It wasn't so much about us winning for our hotel, it was the team spirit. I could tell that ALL the athletics had put in their best as a whole team, and for the whole team. 3 cheers for the athletics!

I'm going to train even harder for next year's Athletic meet cos the taste of winning was just soooooo sweet!

p/s : Fasle, don't be too hard on yourself! You had tried your best and YOU have definitely contributed a lot of points for us to gain back the trophy. Hope those bruises will fade soon. Get well!

ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY!!! Part 2

Guess what...??? THEY CHECKED IN!!!!!! They actually have the cheek to check in!!!

They called my colleague asking for my boss cos they wanted to highlight to my boss about my attitude...??? I'm very confident to say that I was not rude to them at any time and what's there to complain??? Complain that they did not get what they wanted??? HELLO...!!!!!!

WHAT'S WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE???!!!

I'm just waiting for my last day of work here and ALL these guests will get it BIG TIME from me!!!

And also those guests who are not staying in the hotel but yet wanted to complain about taxi queues!!! Let me repeat myself..."THE PRIORITY WILL BE GIVEN TO GUESTS STAYING IN HOUSE". Don't give me the crap about : "I will stay here in future but looking at your service I think I'll re-consider". SHAMELESS!!!

And of cos, guest who did not get their preferred room. PLS READ "REQUESTS ARE SUBJECTED TO AVAILIBILITY"..."REQUESTS" means wished for or hoped for......! NOT...I repeat NOT confirmed room type!!!

Waiting for my last day of work!

ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY!!!

I'm so pissssssssed! Recieved a call from a cheapo Singaporean and asked if she can check in at 3am or 4am and check out 2 days later but pay only for 1 night!!!!????
Where she get the logic from??????

She and her cheapo BF just does not understand that check in time is at 2pm and if check in at 3am or 4am will consider another night charge!!!

My advice to people who does not know check in procedure, pls do your homework 1st before embarassing yourself!!! And if YOU do not have $$$, pls go to Hotel 81!!! There, you pay for the same amount, you get to stay 3 nights!!!

p/s : they still have to cheek to threaten to complain about me...???!!! DAH...

Peacemaker

A tribute to my favourite Thai Duo Band : Peacemaker

Yoo Yarng Ngao Ngao
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Gwar Jah Bork Ruk
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Chung Mai Roo Arai Bahng Luhy
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Kor Arng
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Suan Gern
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Rueng Bon Tieng
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Ngow
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Jon Gwah Far Ja Mee Way Lah
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Kit Tueng
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Kaer : Izinku Pergi

I was introduced to this song by Liah who was introduced by Norain. I fell in love with the song almost immediately. It's a very sad song but gorgeous MTV!

THE Lyrics
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Sinaran mata
Cerita segalanya
Duka lara terpendam
Memori semalam

Tinggal segala cinta
Tiada kembalinya
Abadi kasih kita
Kau bawa bersama

Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga
Selamanya

* Chorus
Pergilah rinduku
Hilangkan dirimu
Tak sanggup menanggung
Derita di kalbuku

Pergilah sayangku
Bermula semula
Semangat cintaku
Membara kerana dia
Tiada niatku

Tersemat dijiwa
Setia bersamanya
Cinta murni berdua
Beribu tahunnya

Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga selamanya..

Repeat Chorus: *

Maafkan daku duhai kasih
Izinkan Ku Pergi…

Palmy : Kwarm Jeb Puad

Check out this song......and the BOTAK!!!!!! AIYO!!!!!! Can die!!!!!!

39th...Going 40th

Counting down to my last few hours for this round of night shift and then 2 more days to "HEAVEN"!

I may sound excited about this up-coming trip to Pattaya, but actual fact I'm not this time. The only reason I'm excited is I'm getting away from work and family......EVERYTHING about Singapore!

Ususally 1 week before my trips, I will be soooooo excited. However I don't really know what happen this time......just not too keen. Or maybe I have gotten sick of the place? Have been there at least 3 times a year, and for the last 13 years! That's 39 times at least!!!

OH MY GOD!!! 39 times!!!!!! That makes this trip 40th!......at least!

I think I shall make this my last trip. Need to save money for my house. I told my friends the same thing 2 years ago that that shall be my last trip cos I wanted to save money and when I turn 35, I can buy a house immediately...but that did not materialise. So I shall not mention to my friends again but to action on it.

I think buying a house is a good investment. Especially when you are still staying with your parents and the house is co-own by your brother and parents. In the event my parents are no longer around (touched wood!), where will I stay if my brother decided to kick me out of the house? And having my own house I can set my own rules...can go home late, can have party once in a while, can invite friends over, can design and paint whatever colour I want for my rooms...how cool!

Ok that's it!!! I shall work towards that! I will not even wait to the new year and tell myself it's a New Year's resolution! I shall start NOW to plan!

Victoria Secret's Fashion Show

This is for all the girlie girls, the "ABC" men and serve as a motivation for some......and, of cos, a SALUTE to Victoria Secret's. I saw the 2006 show on TV and......MY GOD! I fell in love with the show instantly! Classy, vogue, grand, gorgeous, fun, colourful, beautiful, tasteful...and more! For those who missed it, plssssss go see it!

1st Night

Hey it's me again! Once again, I'm writing my blogg during my night shift. I just realised I only write my bloggs when I'm on night shift. Even tho I don't seemed to have anything to do during day shifts, I just can't find the time to write my bloggs...??? How so leh???
Answer : I'm just lazy lah!

I'm so tired tonight cos I woke up early to do training. Thank GOD Helmi is with me tonight, at least got someone to talk to to keep myself awake.


Soooo looking forward to my off days after this round of night shift; reason? I'm going for a holiday!!! Finally!!! Another get-a-way from everything!!! CAN"T WAIT!!! However, I need to RUN on the day I'm flying. See, I'm involve in this inter-Hotel sports day, doing 3 events altogether and I heard my last events is always the last event of the day. That means I need to fly to airport and not RUN! OH NO!!!

I also started to realise my trips is what I look forward to every 2 or 3 months...my very short get-a-way.


Let me just sumarise my whole week's event...well, it won't be too difficult.
- one of the day last week...went to see Harry Porter & the Order of the Phoenix.
Boring!!! It was such a disappointment! Still remembered Norain, Sadiq and me were
complaining after the show. Norain actually wanted to spend $30 for the show to get those
cosy seats where you can lay down. THANK GOD we didn't, or else the 3 of us will be adding
on to the sound effect of the show......snoring away! Hahaha
- then the rest of the week were............work, home, sleep, then the routine repeats itself!

Movie Freaks

This is for all the movie freaks out there!